The right thing???

If I did the right thing, then why don't I feel that great about it?

My boss overpaid me 3 hours, normally I wouldn't have noticed, but I happened to read my payslip this week. Jason (my fiancee) said don't tell anyone, but I was scared of bad karma so this morning I told my boss, so next week that extra money will be taken out of my pay.

I mean, 3 hours is not that much money for me, but it would've paid for the T-shirts I bought at Chadstone yesterday.

So I did the right thing right? I should feel better about myself, right?

WRONG.

I feel like I should've kept it now, considering fuel prices etc... I'm broke, and they obviously didn't miss the money, it means more to me than to them.

My principles suck.

My fiancee and I

Me at our fishing trip!
Me at our fishing trip!

Hey hey! The Legend of the Procrastinator...

So here I was, sitting on the couch in a dark room whilst outside the sun's shining and birds are chirping in spring's harmony. Nature, how can you mock me so? You know damn well I have an essay and a presentation to finish by Monday and yet you present me with such nice, distractingly enticing outside weather.

Somewhere along the line I convinced myself that creating this account is a compromise between actually doing work and relaxing. Hence here I am. Wasting time. As always.

I thought I was getting somewhere, but after 6 hours of continuing eye strain my sanity is the only part of me going somehere. Okay, a slight exaggeration, but I seriously am sick of this. I thought University is meant to encourage learning and constructive thinking, not resentment and the feeling that I'm wasting my time when I could be earning big bucks working full-time. I hate feeling tired all the time, I hate having to have 3 part-time jobs to support myself, and I absolutely hate it when people assume I have it easy!

Right.

I'm not normally this negative, it's been a bad day.
But who noticed?